hi everyone, just thought i'd lert you know im abandoning this DA account. thanks for all the support and what not

bye bye

fuck man. just FUCK

the stairway lyrics scare me. i mean the backwards lyrics. goosebumps. heartbeat faster. cant breathe right. shakes. fear.

it's not a beautiful song to me anymore. it is more amazing. not beautiful. not to me.
man i hate it when i know too much.
and backward voices are weird.


oh shit man, now i dont know anymore

love you and leave you guys.
who knows for how long.


take away the sunrise
and take away your pretty eyes
tell me i won't feel a thing
and it'll be ok.

it's weird. i've always wanted to get my own place, somewhere private, somewhere me. now i have it. i got told like 2 weeks before we moved house and....3 days ish? before my mum left me.

i have my own place and it's ok. it's working. but i miss people. i'm there alone. and i don't like the walk back from school.

i don't like school.

guitar solo's used to make me smile and forget the awful things.

one day, i didnt even care i was walking on lady birds.

i have my own place but i dont have a home.



darren shan number 4....

"life is a challenge. Only those who rise to this challenge truly mean what it is to be alive"

now i've had plenty of challenges, failed, won, drawn and....not even tried. and the outcomes are never good. so piss off. just because we believe and try our fucking hardest at something or to get something DOES NOT MEAN WE WILL GET IT. it's just easier to say, well man at least i tried.

true but your gonna die before you get anywhere close to being happy. i think i am one of those people who just can't be happy for long. i don't know what other people think about that but should i care. i have spent way to much time in pubs listening to people who have lost their games.

fuck it.

i'm fucking pissed again.

stupid fucking alcafuckinghol.